Between hormones and homework.

I'm a little distracted today. I went to the doctor this morning for some swelling problems I'm having with my hands and feet, which ended up with me getting blood drawn for testing. What is my blood being tested for? Raynaud's, thyroid problems, lupus, and other autoimmune diseases. I just signed papers and sent the deposit to attend college in the fall. Life is good and happy. I should not be  dealing with autoimmune diseases!

Of course, that's not the only thing distressing me.

Graduation is distressing me, homework is distressing me, projects are distressing me, and boys are distressing me. I said on facebook yesterday that, "Somewhere between hormones and homework I'm going to implode." And I feel it coming.

I feel the pressure building up inside of me with no obvious release. I feel the dam starting to leak; there's going to be a flood, I just don't know when.

I could use some ice cream, some chocolate, and some girl time. (And for those tests to come back and say that I don't have any autoimmune problems, please, God?)